[ Originally, he hated the idea and notion of having to train with Izuku at all, still deranged and fueled with inner angers that often were intoxicating to him. However, seeing how he was that day, resting, and understanding that things likely were only going to get worse from here on out. Katsuki understood there were things beyond his own selfish ego; he just hoped Izuku wouldn't rely solely on Katsuki to make things any better than they were.
He hated that, and yet, deep down, he was glad Izuku relied on him so much, which is why, in this moment between them. Katsuki wants Izuku to believe in him and in what he says.
They were supposed to be rivals all the way to the end, and he isn't supposed to be helping Izuku train for some war, but here they are. Standing to one another, facing this reality that they had been dealt with.
Everything within Katsuki just feels like a boiling fuel that turns into more anger, and a hurt that he can't atone for. It isn't guilt from the past, and it's from a sort of longing that irritates his nerves. ]
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He hated that, and yet, deep down, he was glad Izuku relied on him so much, which is why, in this moment between them. Katsuki wants Izuku to believe in him and in what he says.
They were supposed to be rivals all the way to the end, and he isn't supposed to be helping Izuku train for some war, but here they are. Standing to one another, facing this reality that they had been dealt with.
Everything within Katsuki just feels like a boiling fuel that turns into more anger, and a hurt that he can't atone for. It isn't guilt from the past, and it's from a sort of longing that irritates his nerves. ]
Take me seriously.
[ Please. ]