[ It's been a few days now, about a week. Training sessions are regularly happening with each of the students, and Bakugo continues to press Izuku forward. Today however...
Today, so many things are going on in his head, and he feels so hyper-aware of Izuku. ]
Don't get distracted! [ Katsuki notices that there are times when Izuku uses Black Whip and stalls himself from hurting Katsuki. As if - as if he's still in that moment when Shigaraki stabbed Kastuki repeatedly, as he pushed Izuku out of the way. It's happened a few times before in their training sessions so far, but the most recent incident had Katsuki about fed up with it.
Tension tightening in his chest, he aches in a way he's starting to think he understands - grief, he's becoming far too sensitive to Izuku's feelings. Hates it so much that it makes him angrier, hates that he's getting angry because he genuinely doesn't want to be angry at him, for something like that. Katsuki is overwhelmed, with so many thoughts about Izuku and how he both wants to be better than him, but is consciously watching him. Aware of him. Conscious of nearly every little thing he does or says.
It creates this ache, something terrible. At times, it makes him feel as if his real heart is hurting, and he worries that he is getting sick with something. It even makes him pause his movements at times, which, at present, while Izuku stalls hesitantly, so does Katsuki too.
Fierce red eyes peer down at Izuku, who had just been mid-usage of Black Whip.
It feels like time is slowed, and the two of them are at this weird standstill. Katsuki's anger gets the better of him, and he immediately whips around and uses his quirk to blast himself forward, attempting to reach Izuku's arm, grab him, and then toss him into the nearby building - ]
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Today, so many things are going on in his head, and he feels so hyper-aware of Izuku. ]
Don't get distracted! [ Katsuki notices that there are times when Izuku uses Black Whip and stalls himself from hurting Katsuki. As if - as if he's still in that moment when Shigaraki stabbed Kastuki repeatedly, as he pushed Izuku out of the way. It's happened a few times before in their training sessions so far, but the most recent incident had Katsuki about fed up with it.
Tension tightening in his chest, he aches in a way he's starting to think he understands - grief, he's becoming far too sensitive to Izuku's feelings. Hates it so much that it makes him angrier, hates that he's getting angry because he genuinely doesn't want to be angry at him, for something like that. Katsuki is overwhelmed, with so many thoughts about Izuku and how he both wants to be better than him, but is consciously watching him. Aware of him. Conscious of nearly every little thing he does or says.
It creates this ache, something terrible. At times, it makes him feel as if his real heart is hurting, and he worries that he is getting sick with something. It even makes him pause his movements at times, which, at present, while Izuku stalls hesitantly, so does Katsuki too.
Fierce red eyes peer down at Izuku, who had just been mid-usage of Black Whip.
It feels like time is slowed, and the two of them are at this weird standstill. Katsuki's anger gets the better of him, and he immediately whips around and uses his quirk to blast himself forward, attempting to reach Izuku's arm, grab him, and then toss him into the nearby building - ]